Through the chaos.
L ife's been better lately . Not perfect, never that. But better. And that alone feels like a quiet victory. I still go through it. I still overthink. Still get emotionally flooded out of nowhere. My trust issues haven't really vanished. They still show up, especially when I feel vulnerable or unsure. And with my flying roster constantly flipping my days and nights, it gets hard to find any real rhythm. Some weeks, I feel like I'm just floating. Physically exhausted, emotionally scattered, mentally drained. But I'm still going. Still trying. And that means something. At least for me. There's been a shift in me. I'm no longer drowning in the same way I used to. The lows don't swallow me whole anymore. They still come, but I've learned how to sit with them instead of letting them consume me like how it used to. I've learned how to rest when I can, cry when I need to, and most importantly.. Keep moving, even if it's slow. O ne of my biggest sour...
